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thank god i realised how much money i've been spending just before i was about to make payment for that floral dress i saw from Ugly Duckling :'(

i'm not gonna shop anymore til i get my stable income :'(

i hereby promise! hmph

no, seriously.

you know i've been eating too much?

seriously.

i've been eating lots.

and and ..

i fell in love with the nicest Pasta ever.



squid ink ravioli! OMG amazing



bestest carbonara ever! not too rich but very creamy ( i know i dont make sense but it's true! )tastes just right and i love ittttttt

these are all from Ciccio at Changkat Bukit Bintang.
I swear my every anniversary and every birthday I'd beg my boyfriend to bring me there! huhuhu



and their tiramisu is to die for! it's like .... truly tiramisu. not those duno-what-kind-of-cake but being called "tiramisu".

i think i need to go onto an appple diet like what WS said.
u know, i think, eating only an apple for a week or so isn't that hard.
oh yeah, i went to consult doctor for something the other day and bloody hell!
doctor told me to cut down on sugar! not cut out, but get rid of sugar out of my life!
meaning i can't have chocolate, ice-cream, any sugary drinks, cakes, candies, etc.
how sad can i be T_T my daily dosage has now taken away ..

but then it could be a good thing also right!
i have to have the strong determination to cut down on sugar to get back my health and also lose weight! hmm .. i must think positive alright.
my only allowed sweet stuffs tat i can eat are ... yoghurt.wtf

gengengengengengen! now that i'm free so i came up with such a thing!
i know this is what every other female blogger does, although i don't have many readers i still wanted to do! i'm that bored and happy that exam's finally over and happy being carefree about anything just spending time doing crap things like this hahahahaha.

excuse me for being in pyjama and also my super pimply skin.
i'm having worst skin ever. i have 5 huge pimples on my forehead and 2 scars on my cheek and bel ow my nose wtf =( disastrous!

so let's keep it going shall we?



close up shots of my eyes!


after pimping my hair ..


hahaha i am so lifeless.lol
erm hope whoever reads this find it entertaining! i'm sorry if i wasted ur time beh

and oh by the way!
i'm going to have a hair cut this weekends!



say bye bye to my ugly hair, i'm going to colour it and chop them off.
wee i can't wait!

SO !! i just finished my financial management paper!
and i went through so much sitting this paper =.=

in my previous post i've said i fell sick ..
i was diagnosed by urine infection =_________________=
man, i was passing blood! it was sooooo painful and i wanted to faint!
more over i had fever and i had to go piss twice in 30 minutes. how to sit for 3hours exam like that??
so i went to see doctor at 12 midnight! and came back at 2am =.=

and the exam was from 8am! coming home at 2am, i only had about 4hours to sleep.
i wasn't prepared well enough for the paper because i was down with fever for past 2 days.
lucky me exam was "alright" .. and i'm well enough to sit here and blog :)



power of antibiotics i'm all alright nowwwwwwww *happy*

and i'm dead.

fell sick yesterday and went to bed before 12 which is making me feel guilty.

i have studied but ... i think i haven't done enough yet. argh.

did not touch theory at all. can i just die?

i haven't been feeling the sense of achievement for quite long time - u know, the feeling when you get As for what you have studied damn hard for?

i'm feeling as if i'm a loser. who can't even compete with another ordinary students who can just pass.

i'm having nightmare. i don't wanna fail. fail wasn't even in my option until 2 semester back. ARGH!

am i having PMS? T_________________T

or just stressed??? T_________________________________T

I WANT TO PASS WITH FLYING SCORES !!!