I think being in love is stupid and crazy!
Here are the number of reasons why I say so:

1) you hold on to the person's words and think about them over and over
2) and then it gets into your head and keeps you happy/sad depending on what the other is saying
3) you lose appetite
4) you lose weight
5) you cannot sleep because thinking too much
6) get excited, tingled, happy, whatever aggressive feelings will come out
7) imagine a lot of stuffs
8) you tend to get blinded .... (sadly)
9) start checking on the person's fb like crazy LOL
10) self-control doesn't work. yes you'll lose control over your activities. just cannot do anything!
11) you worry
12) you get jealous
13) you wonder

trust me this is what's happening to me ... what has been happening to me in previous relationship .. it's just a matter of whether the relationship will go in a favorable way or not... :) I hope with my future boyfriend I could be what I want to be ...... :)

we've ended, and now I can't wait to see what's coming next in my life. :)

when asked if I'm sad, yes I am, to actually put a stop in 3 years relationship.

people say I will regret later, sadness will hit in later, yadayadayada.

YES I KNOW. I know I will be sad later. I know I will have a slight guilt.

But who knows about our relationship better than us?

I don't know what the other is thinking, but certainly he is also well aware that we won't be patching up.

stop asking, I'm fine. I am sure I made a right decision.

No more sadness, no more disappointments, no more wondering, guessing, worrying, and no more drama.
All I wanna do right now is to focus on MY LIFE by just carrying on with my usual-things, study, work, social, etc.

I am happy with my decision. :)

I just experienced a very VERY VERY TO THE EXTREMELY HORRIBLE customer service by celcom.

about a week ago I couldn't use my BB at all, because for no apparent reason my connection has dropped from EDGE to edge wherever I was.
so, I called their customer service. I've called 1300111000 / 1111 as stated on their webpage and to which, leads me to a voice mail saying that "effective from 1st Jan 2010, please make a call to 1300111000 or 1111"..... what the hell is that? I've been calling that number, and the voice message says to call THAT number. when I'm in need of help! so frustrating !!!! then, I wrote an e-mail to them saying that I need assistancein a very calm manner cuz we all learn in our communication class not to sound fussy and angry and all when making a complaint, right?
so, I did that. to which, they replied as follows.

"Thank you for your email.

For your kind information, your invaluable feedback on the Blackberry service is noted with utmost concern and an investigation has been initiated based on your situation.

On that note, your case ID reference is C100125-19065121.

We regret the inconvenience caused pending the settlement and we sincerely appeal for your kind understanding in this circumstance.

It is a pleasure serving you and we wish to extend our heart-felt thank you for your continued patronage and contribution to Celcom."

I'm mad angry! what is this! this is not even an answer to my question! nor they did not even give me a call to solve the issue! Honestly I don't want to continue using celcom as my provider since they give this kind of shitty customer service. oh, and also, I wrote to them on 17th Jan. they have replied me on 25th Jan .... good. they took 8 days to reply one email (which they just forwarded me one of their templates anyways). I hope people do read this entry and hopefully celcom improve on their customer service aspect... !!

うーん。ちょっと日本語で書こうかなー(笑)

彼氏と喧嘩してかなり落ち込み。。
I don't wanna talk to youだって。。彼女に言うかな、そんなこと。
いや、私も悪いんだけどさ。

ほんとに話さないでやろうかな。って、そんなことできるわけないんだけど(笑)

メッセで話しかけてはキレられて、電話したらハローの次に切られるし。。
悲しいなぁ。。

pasting here so that I can always watch.
I think the reason why many people love this film is because her lines could be totally related by everyone, well that is, anyone who has been/are in love.